Captains Log: Star Date earth's Julian calendar, February 19th, 2014.
It has been 19 months and 19 days since my last entry. I have just awakened from what has seemed like a nightmare of unending horror and pain, to find myself in a peculiar place. A strange world with strange customs and ways.
Much pain and horror, however not pain or horror in the physical sense, but in the emotional and mental sense.
This planet I have been stranded on seems vaguely familiar, however the memories are faded and distant, as if they occurred in another life or to someone else. And yet it is a place that feels as if it is home. I know it because I feel it is so.
The emotional torment i have suffered, sadly at my own hands is more than I could bare from time to time. The name of this affliction you ask?
A self imposed model building time out... yep.
19 months and 19 days which encompassed a move from one house to another only fifteen blocks away, and one move of just under 510 Kilometers.
A loss of a truly awesome mother in law ( yeah, Who'd a thunk it eh?) and all that entails. the stresses of life and the shortage of time.
3 jobs later and a daily commute to my new golf course of 62K one way, along with an ever present and energetic three year old who deservedly garners much of my slight free time, equals a very hectic year and a half or so.
All the while trying to make ends meet and get a foothold in the new reality which is our collective life has left me drained, but not defeated. bashed up, but not broken down.
but the good news is I have cleared off some room in the basement and unpacked a few boxes. A trip to the Habitat for Humanity Restore and fifty dollars later I have a new desk and a place to model. its not perfect, but it is a start. or a restart.
A mulligan... fitting.
stay tuned as I slowly begin to update this thread with the new build progress...
Dave